Sunday 1 July 2012

Life Is A Beauitfull Gift :)





I love searching & saving quotes.. nd i got this quote "Life ia A Gift... Never Take it For Granted"  and i realized... hw stupid i was (nt anymore :D :P ) ..always complaining about the things i dont have...ye nahi hn ...wo nahi hn nd bla bla... bt wht abt the things i have ,what abt the things i cn acheive... ahhhh i really need to put a garbage collector :P :D ... ya phir like jab we met i should flush out the stupid negative feelings of mine...people say its not easy. I would say its not difficult too :) afteral darr ke aage jeet hn...

After i got into this Job nd al i was really frustated, Irritating nd become short tempered too... i was a chatter box ( abhi bi i'm dnt wrry i'm back on track :D :D ) but suddenly started living alone... no talks nothing with anyone ...forgt abt my favourite hobby i.e meeting new people... 
and den suddenly i found this beauty blog wiseshe.com .
People are just Awesome there. and this stupid tom boyish typo girl started liking those eye liners,lip gloss etc etc.
I started taking interest in my life :P :P ... afteral ONE LIFE RISE & SHINE.. 
y shd i bother abt d ppl who dsnt even exist or place any damn role in my life... If they dont Care den y d hell i shd care nd waste my sooooo precious feelings nd memory for them..
I'm really happy that i got so many special friends online...Lee,Upsi,Deepi,Rick,Ana,Zee,Nafi ,Kartik   & Abhishek .
Dey make my day ,although i dnt talk to abhishek now as he gt married nd busy with his sweet wife n kartik is also busy with d work but i always share my khatti meethi life talks with them.
I must say if u get Trustworthy Online frnds u r really Lucky....n so m I :)

I love u God... No gila shikva with u... :) :D ..

Urs Natkhat
Aayu... <3

Tuesday 19 July 2011

life isnt easy...

its around 1.31 Wednesday morning.....heavily raining...and me sitting alone confused ,trying to fig out life with a cup of coffee..
thinking about life...which changed completely after my graduation....
" Everyone grows up with  fairy tales.....imaging Magic wands and happy endings.."
I'm alone & no work...dis was never how i meant to be..
earlier i use to skip college work to get free time.....and now when i'm free i'm feeling so alone and want to indulge myself in work.
life isnt dat easy i thought it would be.....i think nw its time to stop believing in fairy tales...